I didnt keep this relationship between protection and arousal a complete secret of course, but I couldnt advertise it widely enough to make it likely to succeed, especially given that I am selective, and that some of my enemies are a challenge. Id really love for there to be a study that looks at the correlation between overall attractiveness and number of sex offenses. Also, my personality isnt impulsive. It would have been much, much higher if I hadnt stopped attending events, especially if I had moved to The Bay. The great thing about dying is that I can make enemies with allllllll the nastiest people and none of them will hurt me! The independent organization needs to stay independent. Drugs dont change a situation. Whatever police do ends up becoming the crime statistics. Submit an Obituary . This is obvious nonsense. No one was interested in talking about the same things. It is bad for your rationality. If I cant have my personhood, my moral weight, and my dignity, then neither can you. If you could find any flaw with somebodys police report so you dont have to take it seriously, or if you can procrastinate on it, or if you can just annoy the person into going away, youll probably at least sometimes do this out of sheer-self preservation. . I am not going to enjoy my future with a problem this large that I cant solve. Sometimes thats entirely chemical. I look back over the last decade of my life, and I see that I have been slipping for much longer than four months. I just couldnt find anyone who thinks like us outside these movements. I dont want food or money for sex. If you are reading this and feel hopeless too, please contact me or a person you trust. She is preceded in death by her. You cant have me, but Ill give you my ghost. These are the minority of a much larger number of total perps, some of whom didnt leave enough evidence. I noticed this and wondered why it was. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. Attractiveness does appear to play a role. At first, I was level headed and everyone thought it was great. Two confirmed perps, plus some unconfirmed perps, in around a five year stretch. Katrina Beltran is incredibly brilliant. If most of the people in my social network stopped stonewalling about sexual violence and started doing work to reduce risk, my life would be very different. The Dallas Morning News Homepage. If I thought they would abuse me, and they protected me I dont I would have the same response. Obituaries Section. It would be ideal if they could rigorously evaluate every persons report, but the world is not ideal. So, I talked to the person who seemed most likely to be used as a central repository for reports, Geoff Anders, and sure enough Adam Saffron had done this to two other people. She. Youll never notice if they run around giving jaywalking tickets all day, letting everyones rape kits rot in a corner. April 14, 2023 (90 years old) View obituary. Dozens at least, maybe close to 100. I need these three things to be fully intact. Well, its because other people expect me to somewhere in the same ballpark of as optimistic as they are. What I need is to be alive and flourishing in my own skin, not just going through the motions, trapped in my body, with my mind on mute for the rest of my life. A dead woman will no longer be pretty and will not attract partners. I havent told anyone any details since its an information hazard. Albert Lea, Minnesota. Its plausible that this may also happen the other way around. At some point in the last year or two, I had a slightly early mid-life crisis: Im halfway to dead and I still cant be who I am! Well, whats in my log is awfully strange. This is still a problem, of course. You need citizens. Resources like https://samaritanshope.org/ are available around the clock to talk by phone or text. Frank . Its just part of who I am. I was able to get him fired. 1949 - 2015. The number of reports in the sample has to be big enough to represent the rest of the reports. Cook-Walden/Capital Parks Funeral Home & Cemetery, Do Not Sell or Share My Personal Information. Sue was born July 30, 1935, in Springhill, Louisiana and entered into rest April 8, 2023, in Homer, Louisiana. They need to accept reports that are incomprehensible or incomplete. Her first marriage, to David DuRoss, ended tragically. Ask a professional user interface designer about why the independent review organizations statistics need to be right there displayed in a really obvious way whenever people look at crime statistics. Sometimes, people would commit sex offenses shortly after they complimented me for these things. It feels like reciprocating for having your life saved. The third is feeling unafraid to die. They should rotate. With heavy hearts, we announce the death of Kathy Ann Ford of Diana, Texas, born in Midland, Texas, who passed away on August 27, 2021 at the age of 62. Its like a bias. Hell is in store for the targeted women who dont leave. There isnt enough food. 1936 - 2023 Nancy Stender Crim died peacefully . Yes. Hopefully such people will at least be bothered enough by the horror of death to notice that there was a real problem. So, if you are injured but know youll get better, youll probably still be afraid to die. Id rather die than accept that. Please believe that at least some people can experience a real alliance with a protector, possibly most women. She was predeceased by : her parents, Lula Ingle (Fee) and Walter Ingle; her former husband Larry Cain; her children, Michael Cain (Farrah) of Anderson and Michelle "Shelly" Giles (Doug) of Martinsville; and her sisters, Bonnie Bruce and Violet Turbeville. PLEASE everyone add a list of the nastiest people into your wills right now. To survive and avoid injury, trauma, rape and other abuses, it makes sense for a woman to seek someone who will defend her. . We are sad to announce that on February 1, 2023, at the age of 74, Thelma Ford of Anderson, Indiana, born in Middlesboro, Kentucky passed away. If your lover wont protect you against threats, how are you supposed to be protected at all! Tim Harvey (Kathy), Tom Harvey (Acesha), John Harvey and Michael Harvey. Henry Ford II, the grandson of Henry Ford and himself the president and CEO of the automotive company, was her second husband. I told countless people. She was born in West Columbia to the late Ted E. Bachman and Joyce Ann Wise Bachman. I would repay them by cherishing them. Copyright 2023 Echovita Inc. All rights reserved. I will try to explain why the mental health industry is ineffective in my case. The family wishes donations be made to The Edge Childrens Church or given plantable flowers that can be planted in memory of Kathy. Some people are poor in every respect: time, money, patience. I dont wish for a drug that will cause me to endure long-term abuse. Share. Remember it. Kathy was born on March 12, 1961 in Petoskey, the daughter of Harold A. and Esther E. (Hoyt) Daniels. Everyone gets old to the point of becoming disabled unless they die of an accident, disease or a fight. I should have shown off only to women. We need to have herd immunity against charm. Your entry has exceeded the maximum character limit. Not exactly the same way, of course. In these male-dominated, nerdy environments, we are cut down twice over. Kathleen "Kathy" Ford (nee Heidere) of Philadelphia, PA passed away on September 14, 2022 at her home in Cathedral Village surrounded by her loved ones. Authorize the publication of the original written obituary with the accompanying photo. In our evolutionary past there were regularly situations where people had to decide who was going to die. Spitballing a person in need is a de facto DoS attack. Because of the third factor, youd be more likely to survive a short-term injury, but less likely to survive a permanent disability. I made myself post creative things in Optimal Memes for Cosmopolitan Teens. In addition to her husband, Bob, and their son, Chris, Mrs. Weist is survived by two sisters, Terry Kiser . Imagine what the rest of my life has been like. If this person is stalking me, their plausible deniability is on fleek! This does not look like a fluke. Sex offenders wield the art of confusion, so the advocate needs to be shrewd and well-informed with the ability to make good arguments, and bright and rational enough to advocate in the face of clever arguments from the bright rationalist sex offenders around. Ford was born on Feb. 11, 1940, in Belding, Michigan, to Charles and Hazel (Irwin) King, and spent some of her childhood in Port Elgin, Ontario, Canada, according to an obituary published in the Palm Beach Post. They have to keep the police accountable, not make friends with them. This note should never be used to advocate suicide to a vulnerable person, and should be presented with context, warnings, and advice about what to do to seek help. I am not a territory to conquer. I am not the most optimistic of people, but my life has gone worse than I thought it would many times over. If your kin takes care of you, you wont be lonely. You cant take in 1000 reports, review three, and call it a sample. Its the wrong reason to follow someone. I was literally paid to do exactly that. People with disabilities experience crime at a higher rate because the criminals know that their reports will be low quality. With over 1,900 locations, Dignity Memorial providers proudly serve over 375,000 families a year. We will get worse there. We need continuous independent reviews of what the police are doing, done by a permanent external organization. Funeral arrangement under the care ofBrown-Butz-Diedring Funeral Service & Crematory. Fantasies about someone ruthlessly crushing a threat gets the strongest response in my case. Kathy departed this life on March 10, 2021. Perhaps ask them to donate or volunteer in the future. People would happily ignore the disrespect of me because I could fill the emptiness with drugs. Two offenders who left enough evidence behind to be banned: Roko (Yes, the Basilisk guy.) He is a charming Machiavellian prima donna, sex offender and fits the profile of a sexual sadomasochist (which Im usually fine with but not in a sex offender), and possibly a criminal generalist (or perhaps a general asshole). I didnt manage to bust every one of them, as thats actually quite hard to do given that they dont tend to leave evidence and a lot of survivors dont report. The art of war and the art of confusion are one in the same. Ive already tried to solve the security problems, but theyre not solved because people arent doing anywhere near enough to make the environments I need safe enough for me. If the safety pragma phenomenon were more widely understood and accepted, Id have been able to do something with this situation. Miles Tidmarsh, Jake Coble, and Logan Thrasher Collins are brilliant and I hope they all get opportunities to actualize their potential. Im not even sure I can work. We need independent review organizations to take crime reports and create statistics to keep the police accountable. For instance, they need to follow up after the same time limits. Well, I needed to circumvent that because of the high risk of stalking. Therefore, even with a random sample, the police will improve their behavior. Police stations all need to be required to display a prominent sign inviting you to share your crime report with the independent review organizations. That has to end. You know you wont believe they really need help without a costly signal. I tried becoming fat to ruin my beauty so that I could avoid sexual violence. This phenomenon is called classical conditioning. I think there are women whose lives are hells of sexual violence and nobody believes them. If the police get enough reports about the same person, they can combine them. It is a strange kind of torture to be chemically uplifted while the rest of my humanity is ignored. I might not be facing intractable problems right now if I had known how bad my risk was years ago. What is happiness without meaning? I call them super survivors. When I went to report him to Julia Wise of CEA, he was already banned from EA Global. To help, I used the calculator for you to make a back of the envelope estimation: Im 37. The police need to know that theres someone always watching. This is because when people are rushing, they dont think enough to notice your cons. Can I say whatever I think is true even though it sounds weird? DIED. I have already seen myself begin to radicalize despite my rationality practice, my emotional support, and my antidepressants. People who are influenced by their own motivated reasoning do not realize they are confusing themselves. A bunch of people popped up with compliments, collaboration requests and to notify me that I had fans! Create a Notice. In movies, he protects what he feels like protecting, or what society wants him to protect, or what it is his duty to protect, and the woman is his reward. Uuuunfortunately, one of them frotteurized me, and another gave me a rape myth! If you are ever struggling, please know that there are places you can turn. This was automatic. Would I even have personhood then? I got him banned from EA Global. I noticed a series of weird things and added them to my security log. People who misbehave so blatantly tend to have a long list of survivors. I have been thinking like a rationalist and effective altruist for 20 years. Firstly, we are resented for being pretty women who could have anyone in groups of men who get the short end of the stick because of the male to female ratio. This can be a very heroic trait. Im not likely to try it because I am an altruist. Heres one of my radar heuristics: Arc has been hanging out with rationalists for around a decade. You will be pleased with him. I suspect theres a connection between our amoral manipulators and our charmers. There needs to be accountability for the independent review organizations, too. I hope at least some of you will warn the prettiest women that they should leave, especially if the sex offenders start targeting them. I am not sure how they do this yet, but I think their bag of tricks includes lying about and hiding stuff other people dont bother to. And what if I succeeded? I needed someone special. I wasnt showing myself as much. She left behind several pieces of writing, including her suicide note, which she wanted to be shared and which is included in its entirety below. This requirement was really quite sabotaging. It is bizarre and unnatural to talk someone who will not be my ally, and strange to call this help. This includes rationalizations of her decision to commit suicide and her rejection of the mental health care system. Getting people to constantly rush to save the world means theyll constantly be vulnerable to cons. Because his sex offense was partly motivated by his sapiosexual attraction, my experience with him shut down a piece of my self-expression. I guess that wasnt safe either. She was an effective altruist who specialized in understanding people through the application of rationality techniques. They have a lot more partners, around ten times as many according to one source I found. The heirs of Henry Ford II have suffered defeat in their battle to force their mother's companion who, they claim, abused her to give up control of her life, Page Six has learned. These arent just numbers for me. Yes, literal trolling. EA is severely EQ constrained! She was raised and nurtured in a loving home by her parents Edward and Gracenia Williams. I ended up imagining a way to destroy the effective altruism movement. Oh, but sex offenders couldnt possibly be targeting you just because youre around them at work, in a rationalist meetup group, at an effective altruism event, or hanging around programmers in your free time, could they? KATHY FORD OBITUARY FORD, Kathy Ann Of Garland, Texas, passed away April 21, 2015 in Keller, Texas. Ford's cause of death was unclear, butshe suffered from multiple health conditions and had undergone a double lung transplant in recent years, her sister said. One of Kathys friends has written a response with some background and suggestions for keeping conversations productive. Maybe the talkative ones are driven out. There is no nepenthe for dignity. Their existence and alliance with me is a deterrent for people who might hurt me. What would I gain? They can also advocate for the survivor when reporting to Julia Wise. Shes very approachable. The son of Kathy Ford and Ennio Stirpe, Michael dropped his father's surname and took on the Ford name in 2014 before he commenced his campaign for city councillor. I moved my legs away. They can advocate for the survivor even if the police happen to be ignorant of the way sexual violence can happen (yes, this is an actual problem). 57 million. All publishers of crime statistics need to be required to publish both an assessment from the independent review organization and also the police. She is preceded in death by her father, John Pou and her grandparents. 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